here's the deal...i got some shit to figure out...

and my deepest thanks go out to everyone that listened to my whine and moan tonight

Here's what I gotta figure out, though. For the past 22 years i've done nothing to escape this comfort zone that i've built around myself and, tonight, while going quite a bit overboard with the whole thing, i realize that I need to break out. I've barricaded myself in this place in which i'm completely comfortable, and I've never done anything to test the limits of the zone. I need to test the limits, i need to push the envelope.

I just need to figure out where to start...

Advice greatly welcomed, and if this is unintelligible, i apologize